pax semper;

You’ve got those tired eyes, all the time.

I didn’t know that would be the last time I’d ever see you.

Grandma.

It’s scary knowing that she won’t be here. She won’t get to meet my boyfriends. Or watch me drive or get my first car. Or watch me get married or see my children. She won’t be able to talk to me and my friends. I won’t be able to hold her hand or see her beautiful face anymore. I am going to miss her so much.

This has been on my mind all day. She passed away last night. That woman raised me. She was beautiful, kind, strong, wise. I miss her so much. She was supposed to get an organ transplant last night and her heart stopped. She was supposed to get better and she’s gone. I can hardly breathe and it hurts to swallow. I love you, Cynthia Galloway, grandma, mawmaw.

me: i hope my neighbors like blink-182.

My legs are dangling off the edge. The bottom of the bottle is my only friend, I think I’ll slit my wrists again

gomql:

and I’m gone gone gone gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge a stomach full of pills didn’t work again
I’ll put a bullet in my head and I’m gone gone gone gone.